cant get into the artsy mood and just draw or paint like how i used too.. havin a feelin that my mentality is kinda somewhat effected by college assignments rite now so if i start doing artsy stuff that doesnt have anything to do with my assignments ill feel bad coz time was wasted and ill end up having less time to finish my work before the deadline haha. and thinking abt it when i DO feel like drawing kinda stops me from doing anything at all.. its such a screwed up psycological thing.. anyone else feelin this way? or is it just me..