After creating another account in DA for my photography stuff 4 months ago, i FINALLY!! posted up pictures and updated my info hahaha.. im such a lazy bumb.. but yea heres the link [link] Only posted up like 5 pictures if im not mistaken.. still gots more but thought id start slow~ so yea check it out why dont ya~ thanx

cant get into the artsy mood and just draw or paint like how i used too.. havin a feelin that my mentality is kinda somewhat effected by college assignments rite now so if i start doing artsy stuff that doesnt have anything to do with my assignments ill feel bad coz time was wasted and ill end up having less time to finish my work before the deadline haha. and thinking abt it when i DO feel like drawing kinda stops me from doing anything at all.. its such a screwed up psycological thing.. anyone else feelin this way? or is it just me..

This is it im going into 3rd year of college at TOA along with my batchmates. Its the final year to push ourselves to higher mountains and hope that one day we'll get there!!. The start of my 3rd year unfortunately is not so good.. To start things off, my laptop is screwed and the repair price is as good as buying a new decent computer, so due to financial problems within my family ill have to delay the repairs. secondly my dad got robbed on the streets recently and the damage was quite bad.. he lost a bundle of money and the worst part was that part of that stolen money was meant for a replacement computer for me to go through my 3rd year.. So now i dont have any means of computer to work on unless i borrow my moms or dads which is not free for me to use the whole time. Even with that its not enough coz my parents laptop are not meant for what i do design work and animation and compositing and so on.. sigh.. its so depressing when i think about it. These are really hard times and it couldnt come at a more tougher time me entering my final year with full of inspiration and hope.
I was almost close to quitting this term and just continue on the next term. in a way delayin a term, but family members and gf said not to waste time and just try to go past it and their not backing down as well and still trying to help the situation.So im greatful to have those ppl in my life love u guys.
During this holiday i spent most of my time getting into my artsy side and just basically train and practise my art sense. I wanted to practise the softwares that ill be using most which are maya, after effects, combustion, z brush, mudbox and so on.. but i couldnt so i feel like im wasting time.. PRECIOUS TIME.. sigh well anyways at the same time i got really2 inspired by reading books, artbooks and magazines. In a way im also greatful bcoz the passion in me for what i do has grown to another level and im gona equip myself with that feeling the hole time and guide myself through the challenging year ahead. Its not just me whos gona go through all this, my classmates are gona go through it as well so what i can hope is that we push each other up together and not backstab or bring each other down. fill the world with love man~ not hate~ haha sigh but seriously.. =_= well see u guys in the new term and lets hope for the best.

Currently the Kl design week is in session and ive just checked it out yesterday on 3 locations where exhibitions are going on which is at the national art gallery, KL tower and capsquare. sure enough saw alot of cool artists and designers and artwork which inspired me to a certain level~ But thinking of assignments and future work to come it just deppresses me.. well anyways in other events im joining this years 'sketchcrawl' event which is organized by . Heres the link to the particulars and information for the event [link] hope that most of you aspiring artists out there will join coz its a great opportunity to practice ur art skills and at the same time meet up with other great artists as well and learn from each other as well as tightening up the gap amongst artists and art enthusiasts here.